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ok, i've been working on a rant all dya and i finnaly get time to put it down and wham. there it went. what ever. uh, i started reading the twighting series... tuesday? i don't know. and i'm on page 309 or some thing. i'm so proud of mia self.theres - I REMEMBERED THE RANT!!! YES!!!- ok, heh, so there's this character named edward in the book and he's a vampire, but totally awsome and i have litteraly fallen in love with him. i touch the book and my heart goes raceing. it's totally insane and he's wonder ful. so i've figured this out(along with some help from clair) i have PPD - personality projection disorder-. it's where you take some ones personality from a book or movie and project it onto some one else. or your self. for example- i've been projecting edwards perfect and flawless person ality on to him, and bells(that's the main character) onto myself. i've fallen more in lov- i mean like with him and have begun tripping over things- much as bella does. i've figured out that PPD is one of many precursers to DDD- or day dreamers drepression- wich is way to hard to explan but i'll try. it's like where youre deeply drpressed when you figure out that the characters on a book realy are nothering more than ink on a page or that most of you hopes and dreams are nothing more than wiskfull thoughs that will soon pass- yah? please vote on the poll i'd like to know if any of you have xperianced PPD or DDD