kis it and make it better?

/gag
/gag
ok, toay i was chewing.... and laughing(/gasp! me .... laughing!? i know, i'm shocked too.) and let me just say that that is a very bad combo.
so in my rare chewing and laughing fit my jaw comes down wrong... and hard. well this misplaced jaw procedes to chip my tooth and beleave me, if a mouth cuold doble up in pain, my would have. so ofcouse arfter suffering this awful injury, i do the one thing that might could make me feel better. i go see him. and i drag claire along becasue i dont trust my self not to breack down and portray any emotion around him with out a shaparone. so we go over for our dayly hug. she gets her's i get mine. and as she steps back to that i can have a hug and i feel his arm rap gently around the small of my back, pulling my close, and smell him, and i'm silently and secretly reveling in his presence, joyful, yes JOYFUL at his ginger and tenative touch, i hear claires voice breack though my perfect and fleeting world and say, "hey _____(not gonna say his name)! guess what? ivy hurt her mouth, why dont you kiss it and make it better?"
i coult have died. i could feel her eyes on me(i've talked about her, right?- the girl thats constantly all voer him and hate me?) and just the hate and.... pity and i'm so pathetic as i flush a red that would put a fir truck to shame, and just the discust in her eyes, and the way he looks from clair to me an laughs. "can we go?" i beg then another friend of mine pipes up," you dont you do it claire?" and they start a LOUD conversation about who should make out with me to make my tooth feel better. and they're both girls. gawh. i want to die.
On the ground I layMotionless in painI can see my life flashing before my eyesDid I fall asleepIs this all a dreamWake me up, I'm living a nightmareI will not die (I will not die) I will surviveI will not die, I'll wait here for youI feel alive, when your beside meI will not die, I'll wait here for youIn my time of dyingOn this bed I layLosing everythingI can see my life passing me byWas it all too muchOr just not enoughWake me up, I'm living a nightmareI will not die (I will not die)I will surviveI will not die, I'll wait here for youI feel alive, when your beside meI will not die, I'll wait here for youIn my time of dyingI will not die, I'll wait here for youI feel alive, when your beside meI will not die, I'll wait here for youIn my time of dyingI will not die, I'll wait here for youI will not die, when your beside meI will not die, I'll wait here for youIn my time of dying